Today, while I was contemplating my life and the people in it, something really hit me. I really want to be a better person.
"Be the change you wish to see in the world" -Mahatma Gandhi
A quote I have heard over and over again, seen splattered on poorly designed posters, displayed on social networking profiles, etc., but have never really taken to heart until today.
I was thinking specifically about how I focus so much on other people's faults. I am constantly amazed at how rude and inconsiderate people in this nation are and am continuously trying to find the root of all the selfishness surrounding me.
While I have many thoughts on what those roots are, what I really want to focus on is my own inconsideration and selfishness. I would like to think that I am not as boorish as the next guy, but I know I am far from perfect and have my days where I forget that I am not the only one with feelings. I get to a point where I take everything so personally and react accordingly, and that, ladies and gentleman, never gets anyone anywhere.
So, here is my disposition. If I want to see love and kindness in this world, I must be more loving and kind. If I want to see less selfishness, I must be considerate and selfless. If I want to see joy and happiness, I must stop complaining about unfortunate situations and instead share the many number of blessings that have been given to me.
This all sounds so good and easy in my head, but when it comes down to it, it is dang hard.
I want to love even when its hard. I pray that God will show me how.
